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eyes wide shut..

why am i on the outside of the circle, looking in?? the fucking outcast. what is it that everyone else can see that i cant?? or maybe i do see it. maybe im in denial. i dont know. maybe im in love. maybe i dont know what love is. im broke. so far down that i cant get back up again. no matter how hard i try. shut behind a door. a locked door. no one has the key. i do. but i dont use it. and i dont know why. i feel that if i go through the door and shut it behind me, ill die. like theres nothing out there for me, but whats behind the door. i need to stay. like an addiction. maybe an obsession. im weak. crushed. ... why the fuck cant i go... thats all i want...

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cailin_t
Jul. 10th, 2005 02:57 am (UTC)
:p i dunno. good luck making the decision you know is for the best. :p :p :p
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